Time, time is a powerful thing. It’s intangeable yet it controls almost everyhting we do in our lives. It effects how much time we have to do this and that, get this assignment done and that one. How much time we can spend out and about, how long parents can spend with their kids, how long you take to get ready in the morning. Everything is effected by time. I feel this absolutely sucks because what if I want more time to do things than whats alloted in a day. I want forever. I want to not have time constraints on things I do, I feel as though time goes by too fast and i’m only 18. This is something I shouldn’t be thinking about right now but I do.

I feel as though these past 2 quarters have flown by and I remember sitting in my dorm doing nothing for hours thinking whens this day going to go by. I probably spent a weeks worth of time on homework that I thought was never going to get done. But all that time went by without hesitation, it didnt even stop to think that maybe I wanted it to stay, that I wanted to enjoy it and be in that time forever. I know I cant though because time doesnt have time to wait up for me. These quarters though have gone by so fast and if the next 10 go by this fast then it will seemed like I never even went to school. I can recall every event in seconds, not the 24 hours that were in each day. Which also makes me think about the past 18 years I have been here, how its all just memories now. How can 18 years of time fit into my head, how come it only comes in glimpses, I want to remember it all. Time has gone by so fast, if the next 18 go by this fast I feel as though I will be 36 tomorrow. However I am excited to see what time has in store for me, to see what lies ahead in the time I havent gotten to yet.

Theres a lot that I want to do with the time I have though and I need to figure a way to fit it all in, in the time I have.